On the Road Again

Well I got a good run in again tonight. Im so glad the rain is finally leaving....although I do love to watch the rain...and I think electrical storms are amazing. Anyway, the run was actually really good...though my ankle was not enjoying it...i think my body is anti running the entire first mile of every run is like death. everything hurts but around 2.5 miles i guess it finally just gives in and goes into zen mode. I was happy to see that the dead bird which I blogged about earlier was cleaned up...or eaten....I prefer to think it was cleaned up :)the other really grosses me out.... and to think i want to be a forensic scientist. anyway...Logan was beautiful tonight such a nice night for a run. I think I'm finally to that point where running makes me happy...and to think the first time I went running I cried my eyes out and vowed to never do that to myself again... but it really is such a stress reliever for me now. This week I've been stressing out over guys...i totally thought I was in love and thought everything was "perfect"....but then he's ignored me all week long. I dont know why but i was coming up with all kinds of excuses for him that he was just so crazy busy to talk...hes not and even if he was he should make time for me if he really cared...Conclusion: he doesnt really care and I deserve way more than that. My run tonight finally brought back some self-esteem and its awesome. I do deserve to be treated way better than I have been and i'm not putting up with it anymore...so if you think this post was about you...then if you really want me around youre going to have to actually work for it. Moral to the story...never be afraid to try new things, they might just change your life and moral #2...men are morons :) That's all for now

p.s. Avril Lavigne's Everything back but you was my power song tonight...totally fit my situation...thanks avril